cikgu cikgi....

think back??
do i look like a teacher?? nahh...
yup....i'll be a teacher next year!! 2011!!
this is for my practical...n its only the beginning of the whole journey of my future...
i'll depend a lot on my practical to get good gred and to graduate!!

i have been assigned to undergo my teaching practice at SMKA (L) AL-MASHOOR in Penang!
1st: its a boy school...
2nd: its an islamic school....
3rd: i have to wear tudung....

three biggest challenge....n i try to overcome the shocked i've experience since the moment i received the placement result...
however..things getting clearer towards each petals of new days...
well...it can't be that bad aite....
im getting to accept what fate has plan for me...n i thank allah for showing me the way....a path where i can change myself to be a better person..

im looking forward to wear tudung n slowly change my personality to be a great teacher...
this is the stamping stone...i put trust to myself that i'll be a strong and dedicated person to undergo any obstacles that may come...
thank you allah....
i will try to be the very best.....

~may the force be with me~

FRIENDS

A friend is a person u can trust,

who wont turn away from u...

A friend always remembers

the little things u've done..

the time u've shared..

n the talks u've had....

well...bckp psal kwn ni....

mcm2 jenis membe yg kta ade...

ade yg syg kta lebih dr siblings...

n ade gak yg diam2 x ubah mcm musuh zmn perang....

hurm...i admit..i x rmai bestie...

bestie kurg dr 5....

bestie ni plak b'beza dr membe yg bese...

cz bestie ni syg kta mcm siblings!!!

n sgt x same ngn membe yg cume kta jumpe n hahahaha(gelak2/pura2 gelak)

xleh dsamakn!!!

if u already hav such a sweet bestie then what u should do???

1. always say the truth..neva lie..or u will lost the trust..

2. will be there when he/she needed someone..

3. stand beside each other through thick n thin...

4. advising each other for both own good...dont let ur bestie fall on the wrong track...

5. no secret !! haha....share almost everything except boyfie for sure!!

A bestie is one of life's most beautiful gifts..

Once u lost it..u can neva replace it wit any of your regular friends....

hav i told u before...

hurmmmmmm........

♥ well.....mmg senang utk kta nasihat org...

tp bile sesuatu bende teruk jd kat kta...

bukn men susa lg kta nk handle...

sume nasihat2 yg kta bg kat org tu sume x leh pkai...

kta akn jd kusut..pening....depress....tension..sume2nye la...

seakan2 xde jln kuar..n xde jln penyelesaian....

♥ well.....life mmg unpredictable...

"life is like a box of choc..u've neva know what u gonna get"

xde yg mudah dlm hdup....

n x mungkin ade yg mudah....

even org yg kaya raya pun...diorg ade problem diorg sendri...

kta xkn boleh lari dr mslh....kta kne face the problem wisely...

♥ well.......x mudah utk jd mnusia....

kta punya tanggungjwb yg sgt besa....

the future of our world depend on us...

bagaimana kta corakkn hdup n handle situation....

cume jgn la jd pelakon yg teruk sgt kat pentas dunia ni....

if not..anda x layak jd mnusia....

♥ well.......juga x mudah dlm bcinta....

sesetengah org x pcaye dgn "cinta"

ade yg cume percaya ianya hanyala nafsu dn keinginan utk memiliki....

sejauh mane ia benar...we neva know....

cinta sejati sukar diperoleh....

sgt sukar djumpai....tp bile dh jumpe tu..hargai la sepenuhnya....

x sume pasangan bjaya dn bgia di dalam bcnta....

rmai yg sakit...merana n kecewa dgn cinta....

jdnye....b'pada2 la mencintai seseorg..jgn la memakan dri sendri....

cinta akan lahir sendri....tanpa paksaan

percaya pada kata hati.....

sekiranya die mmg utk anda..die akn sentiasa ade utk anda...

♥ --> words from my experience....

masih bnyk yg perlu dpelajari tntg hdup ni....

..A wonderful date....

❤12 may 1988....❤

A baby girl was born on this day...at 10.51 a.m.

She is very light...and didn't cry at first...

then after few seconds..she cry....

that is when mama knew that i am okay....

after 20 minutes..another baby came out n cry....

n that is my handsome n good looking twins...fitry hakim...

We grow up in a very wonderful surrounding....full with love❤

with all the people that we love❤..

we r so young to know what world would offer 4 us..

and all that we know is that we hav such a lovely n understanding mama❤

n a very kind n patient

babah❤....

As time passes by....all i can see from people are

their love...

their kindness...

their smiles...

their diff behaviour...

n also their revenge!!

Now..i cn called myself as an adult!!

im 22 okay!!! no more puppy love..

no more secret admirer....

no more silly jokes...haha....cannot2...jokes helps to control my anger....

i would say no to childish behaviour..even though i am sometimes...

try my very best to b an adult....n im sure it's not that hard..

even though it is sometimes...

"Life is t too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.

Love the people who treat you right,

forget bout the 1 who dont,

believe that everything happens for a reason.

If u get a chance,

take it,

if it changes ur life,

let it.

Nobody said it would be easy,

they juz promised..

it would be worth it "

suda lame x menulis d blog!!

Sy yg bname nabila amira.....

haih....uni's live been keeping me away from writting my blog...

not even hav time to open up my blog....ape lg nk tulis new post...

1st thing nk ckp..bnyk gle bende dh jd kat ak lately...

bende hepi n jugak bende x hepi....

mcm tu la hdup kn...

~bende hepi yg jd.....

i've known dis wonderful n so called mr.right...

still in a question whether he was da rite one 4 me...

but then....bckp psal die...

rite till today..i've known him 4 a month...

n rase mcm we've known each other like years....

nth la...he seems really sweet n caring...

xtau la mayb sbb he's older than me...

he may not be perfect...but to my eyes...xde yg kurg pd dri die....

mama pnh ckp...if kta ade jodoh ngn owg tu....

" hati kta akn tdetik dat he was the one utk kta"

so........heeee....

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~bende yg x best yg jd plak....

haih..mls btl nk ckp psal ni...sgt x best...n mmg x best...

it's bout my f*** ex n his b**** gf!!!

wutso everrrrr!!!!

suke hati la nk ckp ape..cz i ade mulut okay!!!

bnde yg suda setengah thn dlu boleh plak ckp x puas hati...

gara2 jelez ak p uma die celebrate bufdae adik2 die...

hellooo!! family ko yg jemput ak kowt!!

klu x, ak pun mmg xnk p....

bukn ak pura2 tunjuk baik....

ape yg ak tunjuk..dat is really me....

dsbbkn ketidakpuas hati mereka....

mereka tlh bkunjung ke rumah ak d mlm2 ari...

n mao m'heret ak kuar!!! wtf!!

nsb bek i got my mum n dad..

if not mati kekeringan ak kne peluru btubi2 mnusia yg bdrh pns tu....

nth la...there's nothing 2 b settle....

cz sumenye dh clear......

1: ak x kaco rship centan korg!

2: ak dh de bf!!! definitely x hengen kat bf ko tu la....

3: suda like 6 month x puas hati ko tu.....n ak pon ade keje len la dr nk bckp psal ko je.....ko igt ko artis ke ape!! prasann tol...

4: dh family bf ko suke kat ak....nk wat cane..asl jelez ke? tgugat ke?

5: ak berhak kot wat police report!!!!!!!!!!!

huh...mula2 ak tulis ngn hati yg tenang..tbe2 rase meluap2 plak...

dats it....suda la kn......

i didn't mean to hurt u....

2 month ago...

all i hav is only ikmal...

he means a lot to me....

but somehow...something wrong somewhere...

i consider myself as a lucky girl to hav him..

some sort of feeling i can neva explained...

but sadly not near to be called as love....

dats y i've been keeping myself away...

owez not ready for commitment....

n juz wanna stay single...

till 1 day i've met this guy...

he changed my life....tottaly...

all i juz want ikmal to know is that...

thanx 4 being there 4 me...all the time...

im sure im not the right apple 4 u...

n im really sure there are the most precious apple 4 u out there...

seriously u r a nice guy...

n im nothing compare to it...

juz want u to be happy....

with or witout me....

hope to b ur frens 4eva....

i am really sorry.....