Heyhey.....


all written here are straight from my heart.....


Tuesday, May 11, 2010

..A wonderful date....

12 may 1988....


A baby girl was born on this day...at 10.51 a.m.
She is very light...and didn't cry at first...
then after few seconds..she cry....
that is when mama knew that i am okay....
after 20 minutes..another baby came out n cry....
n that is my handsome n good looking twins...fitry hakim...


We grow up in a very wonderful surrounding....full with love
with all the people that we love..
we r so young to know what world would offer 4 us..
and all that we know is that we hav such a lovely n understanding mama
n a very kind n patient
babah....

As time passes by....all i can see from people are
their love...
their kindness...
their smiles...
their diff behaviour...
n also their revenge!!

Now..i cn called myself as an adult!!
im 22 okay!!! no more puppy love..
no more secret admirer....
no more silly jokes...haha....cannot2...jokes helps to control my anger....
i would say no to childish behaviour..even though i am sometimes...
try my very best to b an adult....n im sure it's not that hard..
even though it is sometimes...

"Life is t too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.
Love the people who treat you right,
forget bout the 1 who dont,
believe that everything happens for a reason.
If u get a chance,
take it,
if it changes ur life,
let it.
Nobody said it would be easy,
they juz promised..
it would be worth it "





Monday, May 10, 2010

suda lame x menulis d blog!!

Sy yg bname nabila amira.....



haih....uni's live been keeping me away from writting my blog...
not even hav time to open up my blog....ape lg nk tulis new post...

1st thing nk ckp..bnyk gle bende dh jd kat ak lately...
bende hepi n jugak bende x hepi....
mcm tu la hdup kn...

~bende hepi yg jd.....
i've known dis wonderful n so called mr.right...
still in a question whether he was da rite one 4 me...
but then....bckp psal die...
rite till today..i've known him 4 a month...
n rase mcm we've known each other like years....

nth la...he seems really sweet n caring...
xtau la mayb sbb he's older than me...
he may not be perfect...but to my eyes...xde yg kurg pd dri die....
mama pnh ckp...if kta ade jodoh ngn owg tu....
" hati kta akn tdetik dat he was the one utk kta"
so........heeee....


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~bende yg x best yg jd plak....
haih..mls btl nk ckp psal ni...sgt x best...n mmg x best...
it's bout my f*** ex n his b**** gf!!!
wutso everrrrr!!!!
suke hati la nk ckp ape..cz i ade mulut okay!!!
bnde yg suda setengah thn dlu boleh plak ckp x puas hati...
gara2 jelez ak p uma die celebrate bufdae adik2 die...
hellooo!! family ko yg jemput ak kowt!!
klu x, ak pun mmg xnk p....
bukn ak pura2 tunjuk baik....
ape yg ak tunjuk..dat is really me....

dsbbkn ketidakpuas hati mereka....
mereka tlh bkunjung ke rumah ak d mlm2 ari...
n mao m'heret ak kuar!!! wtf!!
nsb bek i got my mum n dad..
if not mati kekeringan ak kne peluru btubi2 mnusia yg bdrh pns tu....
nth la...there's nothing 2 b settle....
cz sumenye dh clear......

1: ak x kaco rship centan korg!
2: ak dh de bf!!! definitely x hengen kat bf ko tu la....
3: suda like 6 month x puas hati ko tu.....n ak pon ade keje len la dr nk bckp psal ko je.....ko igt ko artis ke ape!! prasann tol...
4: dh family bf ko suke kat ak....nk wat cane..asl jelez ke? tgugat ke?
5: ak berhak kot wat police report!!!!!!!!!!!

huh...mula2 ak tulis ngn hati yg tenang..tbe2 rase meluap2 plak...
dats it....suda la kn......


i didn't mean to hurt u....


2 month ago...

all i hav is only ikmal...
he means a lot to me....
but somehow...something wrong somewhere...
i consider myself as a lucky girl to hav him..
some sort of feeling i can neva explained...
but sadly not near to be called as love....
dats y i've been keeping myself away...
owez not ready for commitment....
n juz wanna stay single...

till 1 day i've met this guy...
he changed my life....tottaly...

all i juz want ikmal to know is that...
thanx 4 being there 4 me...all the time...
im sure im not the right apple 4 u...
n im really sure there are the most precious apple 4 u out there...
seriously u r a nice guy...
n im nothing compare to it...

juz want u to be happy....
with or witout me....
hope to b ur frens 4eva....
i am really sorry.....