retired trainee teacher...

hello..hello.......kopi ais ke milo...haha~

i've been spending 3month and a half at al-mashoor (L) as a trainee teacher....

n now im FREEE...like a pigeon!

how i wish i can fly...ehehehehehe...

anyway..it was a wonderful experience there!

i get the chance to feel the real teaching atmosphere...with the boys...

that comes with variety and different behaviours....

bella...megat and me was the three trainee teacher from USM...

azura n salam was from IPG...

and not forgetting kak yat!!! the new permanent teacher there....

they were my SUNSHINE throughout this teaching practicum...

the former teachers there was variety also....

ahaha...we used to give a scientific names for each one of them...

haha..afraid of being caught while talking bad bout them...

jahat nyerrr....

towards the end of the week..i realized how much i love teaching...

n how we get attached to the students...

i just miss them..

miss to watch they giggle and laugh to each other...

miss to watch them get excited through playing games...

miss to see their cute and sparkling faces...

miss to listen they called me...TEACHER!!

it was magical and beautiful...

being a teacher is just so wonderful

and the greatest life experience EVER!!!

P/S: TO ALL STUDENTS AL-MASHOOR (L)

i miss ya all!! we'll meet again 1 day...if it is god's will...

thnx 4 everything...

my new love...hijab...

well....if i think back...
i can never believe that im wearing hijab now...
it is a very amazing n terrific feeling when god sent me his message....

my past...
all those dark memory will be kept inside..
far far deep inside myself....
no more the old me...
n only left the new and fabulous muslimah...

i dont need others to give their comment..
their perception...their hatred....
all i need is support from u guys..
i've changed a lot now....
n im proud to call myself as a muslimah....

some of my lovely friends never get bored to say,
how beauty i am...
how different i am...
how great i am...
when wearing hijab...

❤

i'll never turn back....
there's no turning back....
coz im deeply in love with hijab...
thank you allah for showing me the way,,,,,,

cikgu cikgi....

think back??
do i look like a teacher?? nahh...
yup....i'll be a teacher next year!! 2011!!
this is for my practical...n its only the beginning of the whole journey of my future...
i'll depend a lot on my practical to get good gred and to graduate!!

i have been assigned to undergo my teaching practice at SMKA (L) AL-MASHOOR in Penang!
1st: its a boy school...
2nd: its an islamic school....
3rd: i have to wear tudung....

three biggest challenge....n i try to overcome the shocked i've experience since the moment i received the placement result...
however..things getting clearer towards each petals of new days...
well...it can't be that bad aite....
im getting to accept what fate has plan for me...n i thank allah for showing me the way....a path where i can change myself to be a better person..

im looking forward to wear tudung n slowly change my personality to be a great teacher...
this is the stamping stone...i put trust to myself that i'll be a strong and dedicated person to undergo any obstacles that may come...
thank you allah....
i will try to be the very best.....

~may the force be with me~

FRIENDS

A friend is a person u can trust,

who wont turn away from u...

A friend always remembers

the little things u've done..

the time u've shared..

n the talks u've had....

well...bckp psal kwn ni....

mcm2 jenis membe yg kta ade...

ade yg syg kta lebih dr siblings...

n ade gak yg diam2 x ubah mcm musuh zmn perang....

hurm...i admit..i x rmai bestie...

bestie kurg dr 5....

bestie ni plak b'beza dr membe yg bese...

cz bestie ni syg kta mcm siblings!!!

n sgt x same ngn membe yg cume kta jumpe n hahahaha(gelak2/pura2 gelak)

xleh dsamakn!!!

if u already hav such a sweet bestie then what u should do???

1. always say the truth..neva lie..or u will lost the trust..

2. will be there when he/she needed someone..

3. stand beside each other through thick n thin...

4. advising each other for both own good...dont let ur bestie fall on the wrong track...

5. no secret !! haha....share almost everything except boyfie for sure!!

A bestie is one of life's most beautiful gifts..

Once u lost it..u can neva replace it wit any of your regular friends....

hav i told u before...

hurmmmmmm........

♥ well.....mmg senang utk kta nasihat org...

tp bile sesuatu bende teruk jd kat kta...

bukn men susa lg kta nk handle...

sume nasihat2 yg kta bg kat org tu sume x leh pkai...

kta akn jd kusut..pening....depress....tension..sume2nye la...

seakan2 xde jln kuar..n xde jln penyelesaian....

♥ well.....life mmg unpredictable...

"life is like a box of choc..u've neva know what u gonna get"

xde yg mudah dlm hdup....

n x mungkin ade yg mudah....

even org yg kaya raya pun...diorg ade problem diorg sendri...

kta xkn boleh lari dr mslh....kta kne face the problem wisely...

♥ well.......x mudah utk jd mnusia....

kta punya tanggungjwb yg sgt besa....

the future of our world depend on us...

bagaimana kta corakkn hdup n handle situation....

cume jgn la jd pelakon yg teruk sgt kat pentas dunia ni....

if not..anda x layak jd mnusia....

♥ well.......juga x mudah dlm bcinta....

sesetengah org x pcaye dgn "cinta"

ade yg cume percaya ianya hanyala nafsu dn keinginan utk memiliki....

sejauh mane ia benar...we neva know....

cinta sejati sukar diperoleh....

sgt sukar djumpai....tp bile dh jumpe tu..hargai la sepenuhnya....

x sume pasangan bjaya dn bgia di dalam bcnta....

rmai yg sakit...merana n kecewa dgn cinta....

jdnye....b'pada2 la mencintai seseorg..jgn la memakan dri sendri....

cinta akan lahir sendri....tanpa paksaan

percaya pada kata hati.....

sekiranya die mmg utk anda..die akn sentiasa ade utk anda...

♥ --> words from my experience....

masih bnyk yg perlu dpelajari tntg hdup ni....

..A wonderful date....

❤12 may 1988....❤

A baby girl was born on this day...at 10.51 a.m.

She is very light...and didn't cry at first...

then after few seconds..she cry....

that is when mama knew that i am okay....

after 20 minutes..another baby came out n cry....

n that is my handsome n good looking twins...fitry hakim...

We grow up in a very wonderful surrounding....full with love❤

with all the people that we love❤..

we r so young to know what world would offer 4 us..

and all that we know is that we hav such a lovely n understanding mama❤

n a very kind n patient

babah❤....

As time passes by....all i can see from people are

their love...

their kindness...

their smiles...

their diff behaviour...

n also their revenge!!

Now..i cn called myself as an adult!!

im 22 okay!!! no more puppy love..

no more secret admirer....

no more silly jokes...haha....cannot2...jokes helps to control my anger....

i would say no to childish behaviour..even though i am sometimes...

try my very best to b an adult....n im sure it's not that hard..

even though it is sometimes...

"Life is t too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.

Love the people who treat you right,

forget bout the 1 who dont,

believe that everything happens for a reason.

If u get a chance,

take it,

if it changes ur life,

let it.

Nobody said it would be easy,

they juz promised..

it would be worth it "

suda lame x menulis d blog!!

Sy yg bname nabila amira.....

haih....uni's live been keeping me away from writting my blog...

not even hav time to open up my blog....ape lg nk tulis new post...

1st thing nk ckp..bnyk gle bende dh jd kat ak lately...

bende hepi n jugak bende x hepi....

mcm tu la hdup kn...

~bende hepi yg jd.....

i've known dis wonderful n so called mr.right...

still in a question whether he was da rite one 4 me...

but then....bckp psal die...

rite till today..i've known him 4 a month...

n rase mcm we've known each other like years....

nth la...he seems really sweet n caring...

xtau la mayb sbb he's older than me...

he may not be perfect...but to my eyes...xde yg kurg pd dri die....

mama pnh ckp...if kta ade jodoh ngn owg tu....

" hati kta akn tdetik dat he was the one utk kta"

so........heeee....

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~bende yg x best yg jd plak....

haih..mls btl nk ckp psal ni...sgt x best...n mmg x best...

it's bout my f*** ex n his b**** gf!!!

wutso everrrrr!!!!

suke hati la nk ckp ape..cz i ade mulut okay!!!

bnde yg suda setengah thn dlu boleh plak ckp x puas hati...

gara2 jelez ak p uma die celebrate bufdae adik2 die...

hellooo!! family ko yg jemput ak kowt!!

klu x, ak pun mmg xnk p....

bukn ak pura2 tunjuk baik....

ape yg ak tunjuk..dat is really me....

dsbbkn ketidakpuas hati mereka....

mereka tlh bkunjung ke rumah ak d mlm2 ari...

n mao m'heret ak kuar!!! wtf!!

nsb bek i got my mum n dad..

if not mati kekeringan ak kne peluru btubi2 mnusia yg bdrh pns tu....

nth la...there's nothing 2 b settle....

cz sumenye dh clear......

1: ak x kaco rship centan korg!

2: ak dh de bf!!! definitely x hengen kat bf ko tu la....

3: suda like 6 month x puas hati ko tu.....n ak pon ade keje len la dr nk bckp psal ko je.....ko igt ko artis ke ape!! prasann tol...

4: dh family bf ko suke kat ak....nk wat cane..asl jelez ke? tgugat ke?

5: ak berhak kot wat police report!!!!!!!!!!!

huh...mula2 ak tulis ngn hati yg tenang..tbe2 rase meluap2 plak...

dats it....suda la kn......